This is Why My Life Sucks Right Now

When I started college in October, 2009, I started as an Accounting student but in 2011 I switched to become a Business Administration student so that I could run my own business and become successful.  But, a few months ago I finally got to a point where I knew something wasn't right and was in the process of trying to figure it out.  It was my pride that got in the way of my walk with the Lord. This whole process really sucks because being prideful is something in our society to be amplified. There was way too many "I"s in my life that was hindering my relationship with the Lord and needed to be humbled.  Now, I got the job at McDonald's and right now it will pay a lot more that what I was making with my business.  If I done it differently I would of because I took advise from a lot non-Christians via the internet.  So, I'm paying the dumb and idiot tax right now.  I could boil up with anger right now with my stupid decisions, but I must look to the future and pursue McDonald's.   I will probably still going to be mad at my decision of starting my own business for ME and not really put much focus on God's will and where he wants me to be.  So, McDonald's is in my mind right now a temporary shift until I figure what God wants me to do.  If you are reading this and you are about to make a big decision, pray, seek wise council, read the Bible and then make your decision.  You must do all three of them.  I didn't do any of the three before starting my business.  If I did this whole process over I would of pray, seek wise council, read the Bible and sought to be in a partnership (50/50 LLC not the typical partnership) so that I couldn't get all of the glory.